Ok, I really Need Some Help.....Anyone.....?

the best thing you can do is, i hope you have a friend who know Christ not someone who acting like they know him. and give that person a chance to invite you to their church or you could go by yourself but to not be alone go with a friend like i said then while you are there pray to God-Jesus to help guide you in making your life better and if you give him a chance a live like you truly want it he will do whatever you ask of him now don't think it will happen overnight but it could but if not wait and keep believing and the change will come if you give up man you will never get to know the joy that God has for you I'm telling you this from my on life after i made a shipwreck of my life i went to God for help true help man couldn't do it and now today my life is better than it has been even before the shipwreck and i look back and know where i was and where I'm at today,so much better off,and God is the kind of God who if he did it for me who was worse of the worse i know he will do good thing for you and put you on the right path in life