LGBT: Are some of us MEANT to die this way?

Don't give up. It will get better, and even if it doesnt feel like it now there will be something to look forward to soon. No one is meant to feel like that, I swear. Everyone deserves to live life and enjoy it- people aren't like the idiots in your school everywhere. My junior high was like that and I felt miserable a lot because I'm overweight, a , and I wasnt really interested in gossip and the other **** kids talk about at that age. I was pretty isolated a lot of the time. But I'm in my last year of high school and things are soo much better. I picked a IB school and the people there are much more mature and open than pure kids are tbh. I have about 6 or so (hetero) friends that I really like and that really like me and I've mostly accepted myself. I honestly believe that there are going to be rough patches in everyones life but at some point it will get better. You are NOT a waste of space- don't ever let yourself think that. You're right though that no one can convince you themselves that being gay is ok- you have to do that for yourself. I would suggest looking at livejournal.com/community/ and maybe posting some of this there. its basically a support group where s talk about their problems and their joys. Its really a wonderful community.