Can someone tell me why Chacha....?

hi loverbuns. I don't always find you. for some reason everytime I add you, it never sticks, and you are not in my contact list the next day. so I gave up on the adding and just try to find you when I am on which is not as much lately or I look for you at profiles or more often than not, see you in my dreams. please add me every morning. I know it's a lot to ask but I can't live like this anymore. I just can't!